I cry everyday!

I cry everyday. I'm not sure if it is because:

- I just gave birth a few weeks ago and my hormones are all wacked out or,
- I have 3 kids now under the age of 4 and it is HARD or,
- I have two little boys who no longer mind, listen or obey me or,
- my days consist of scrubbing poop off the walls, carpet, sheets and toys from my two year old who likes to take off his diaper during nap time or,
-we live in a small apartment with no where for my boys to run around and play all day or,
- my boys love to wrestle, hit, kick and bite each other and are constantly leaving marks on each other or,
- I am constantly yelling all day long and it makes me feel like I am a bad mama or,
- my youngest son gave himself a swirly in the toilet after I had bathed him twice already in one morning or,
- my body is still recovering from giving birth to an 8 1/2 pounder in just a matter of minutes or,
- I am almost 38 and have given birth 3 times in three and a half years and that is a lot to do to an old lady body or
- after the third baby it is much harder to get rid of all this fat I have around my stomach and hips or,
- because I have gone crazy.

All I know is that I find myself crying a lot lately. Sometimes, I am yelling and yelling and I just drop to the ground, grab my precious little boy, hug him tightly, say I love you, I love you and just cry with him in my arms and sometimes as much as I want to cry I just have to make myself laugh. Laugh when you want cry!

Luckily, my kids are so cute and precious, they make all the crying worth it, and luckily the thought of phases reminds me that there is a little at the end of the tunnel.
Being a mama of 3 littles is a challenge but one of the best and most rewarding challenges life can bring. I love these littles to pieces!!!